Unwanted

You become a no-one
You are no longer a some-one
People look at you
But in truth they just look right through you

No longer are you hugged
No longer are you liked
You are just a big blob
Taking up their space

They don’t talk to you
They don’t walk with you to get food
They just ignore you
You are nothing to them

It hurts
It is very painful
You feel shunned, unwanted
You feel disliked, and hated

You never felt a part of the group
You never felt connected
Even though you tried so hard
Who you are just never feels right

Even in a setting were you are an equal
You are not treated like one
No one ever looks in your direction and asks…
Do you want to join us?

Do you have to invite yourself?
Do you have to feel rude and unwelcomed?
Could someone give you a chance?
Or do you have to feel invisible all the time?
~N.R.S.